.. self check.. my job my purpose

i just saw and read doc tim's blog... affected with the news i learned from his site. i got to check myself, then my job.. do i really do my part as an agent?? as a Life Insurance agent..?

i don't know what to say.. but i'm shocked. doc tim is a specialist in nuclear medicine. i used to talk and see him regarding my thyroid problem. he often comforts me and inform me about what and how a thyroid problem must be dealt. when i was pregnant and after giving birth, i used to go and visit him and have shown my calling card , incase he needs my service too. but the thing is, i guess we haven't got a time to see and talk with regards me, the service i do.. also since they are busy and you know doctors have the real idea on how to deal the sickness they will encounter.. nagdalawang isip na lng ako. But now as i have learned that his wife, seem to have a breast cancer.. i can't forgive my self how come i didn't get to push thru a schedule for his family/wife and kids. i'm just praying that they have something just like mine, the product and service that can help them thru the expenses side. also, praying for immediate recovery and healing to that so-called backfighter disease, "cancer"

.. Now, no matter they will buy or not my service... i will promise to my self, to share my part. praying to let me say and hear what service we do and can give to our clients.

.. to my friends, let me share with you what we all must heard. It doesn't matter you will buy or not. If you like the idea, its good! If you don't like, i guess maybe someday.. you will consider it. maybe its not the right time, but you must atleast have something for your self.

.. to my prospects, acquaintances, hope you can consider a time for me to present.

.. and to all these Lord, help us help one another... for your glory.

welcome back!

hehehe.. balik bayans.. seem to be happy to see them at home at last... nice bhebhe. hope you'll enjoy your vacation with your family. thanks for the 'pakain' and chocolates! hihihi, joaquin loves chocolates. i really admire all the OFWs, leaving their families for the good future to come.

thanks bhujoy.. i don't drink but 1 bottle just for you.. ;)
welcome back!

idle

how can i make my self more productive..? i'm stuck with my mind buggling ideas of how to do this, how to make this happen.. how how how?!.. so many hows.. but where's my gut to do it.. now?!aarrgggg..

move it move it, joh!!.. do it..

lord help me..

bonding

first time to travel with joaquin only.. went to grocery to buy his diaper.. kaya bonding time na rin with my son.. we ate at mcdo,he hugged mcdo parang matagal silang di nagkita and then buy at the grocery afterwards. along the travel, he slept. di pala mahirap kasama. no tantrums at all.. just a nice, head banging sleep act.

pag uwi rin, tulog.. napagod siguro. but as the time he woke up and ask for milk,aba nagising!.. meaning he will be awake all night long. waaah!.. this will be a hard night for me. huhu.. puyatan blues na naman..

now, playing his transformers (di ko alam kung original, hehe), the bus and the so called-bumble bee.. i took him a video. hihihi! kakatuwa tingnan.. me sound effects pa at me kwento. and then i saw the slr of hon. we had naman our photosession. hehehe.. you can sneak some of his photoshoot...

haay,kakatuwa talaga tong batang 'to. seems you'll forget what you feel, nalimutan kong masama pala loob ko.. hehehe..

.. hay anak, if you only knew how i really feel about having you in our lives.we are soooo blessed! sana nga rin po dumating na ung time na uwi na si papa, para makita naman niya ang kakulitan mo at siya naman ang paglaruan mo. God bless you anak. hope you'll grow up as good man as your paps!. ;)

dream!

we're dreaming for this... hihih..

Good morning universe

just woke up late.. but happy in a sense. chat with hon last night and talked of nice things, vacation and stuff. miss that old times of sharing and talking. the catch about it, i miss him so much.. i’m counting days. need to save and look out for the budget.. hehehe. seems to be impossible for the planning of vacation if no money involve. hihih. save more joh! save more.

teary eyes

few days ago (4 days in exact).. feeling emo, i just think of my husband. missing him was a lot harder than it seem. kala ko ok lang ako lagi, pero talagang pag tinamaan ka ng 'miss' .. mapapaiyak ka talga. many will say, tagal na nga naman naming ganun ang set up bakit di pa ako masanay.. kala lang nila, its just a thing na kaya lang accept anytime. tao lang po, me pakiramdam.. i guess it was also a timing then because it was our monthsary (august 11) and i feel like i'm stressed out. you're tired and you only want to sit back and talk to someone who knows you more and hear some ideas also from his side. kahit alam ko rin, ang sasabihin niya lang eh, kasi ikaw eh... (sisi effect po) pero minsan naman he'll just comfort you.. sometimes he will just listen. as in listen lang talaga.. hihihi.. pag mejo, no reaction siya, he'll just change the topic.. para nga naman di ko na isipin un ng malalim.. divertion is the great idea on it...

as the day goes along, i just realize, just make papansin na lng thru text, so i sent an SMS kahit alam ko baka di niya rin mareceive or mabasa.. but as time goes by.. as i was on my client call, i just receive a message from hon.. about mike p.'s dad.. i text and call mikes number, confirming the news.. so sad it was true. after talking to mike, i just got to think of going to their place.

another event just come in that night.. a night i didn't expect to happen. pero siguro, talgang tinadhana.. hihi.. fellowbatchmates was there. siguro kami kami nlng nakakaalam nun.. hehehe.. as i sum it all.. it was a day my eyes cannot cry out loud, but teary eyes could be....

loneliness triggers us

.. so sad, got affected on little things when we are lonely.. sometimes lead to misunderstanding, find faults, then quarrel.. how can we escape on these time of lonelines?

answer..- communicate.

..mad

...out of patience
...boisterously gay
...hilarious
... temporarily or apparently deranged by violent sensations, emotions, or ideas

mad!

don't quit

Don't Quit...

... have you read all about this piece of poetry..
i often read it at my managers' table.. but seldom remember the phrases. it's really helpful to read on and on to be reminded...

but for now.. i just think of quitting already.. i don't know on what area.. as an agent, as a mother, as a wife, as a friend.. grr!!.. dragging.siguro lungkot lang.. pero all is well naman.. ako lang siguro 'to.
...

random..

yesterday:
i got to meet my former students (wallbert) have set an appointment and discuss what Manulife can offer base on his need. we discuss more of his need.. he has a motorbike and try to convince to get one and try to stop him to smoke.. hmmm... hope he will not be rated base on his vices.. haay.

at night, sandy sent me a pic thru bluetooth feature on phone.. it was a pic of FrancisM. scary pero seem to feel sad.. pero it looks like he is just sleeping, lying on coffin. don't want to stare baka managinip ako.. :)

today: AM
early morning routine, chek mandy if he's online.. paidlip idlip din kasi, he answers too late. so we often cross on time.. if he answer my IM, its 2 mins. late... and then i answer and wait.. then i missed.. hihihi.. but then we just met exactly on time.. he just informed me and let me look on his blog.. hehe.. he got his ticket. and its late!!! hehehe.. i smiled.. yes! we can have time together.. hmm.. i'll just make a plan..its must be thrilling.. ;)

in between the wait for mandy.. i have the chance to chat and talk with dothy (dorothy dellosa); highschool batchmate and former classmate of hon.. a friend. i'm happy because got the chance to talk to her, set an appointment and have a little chitchat on some areas. overwhelmed. hope we could have a long talk and time on monday. as our set date/appointment. looking forward to have business with her. thanks doths..

our day..

its our day!.. happy monthsary hon. hope this day will be a great day for us. God bless you always. mwah, we love you!

- mama ni joaqui/ hon and joaquin

we're all sick

yesterday! its all about yesterday!
we didn't go to church yesterday.. and that is we are sick. early in the morning,i've experienced stomach ache and pooped. got dizzy and went back to bed. after that, i've experienced a different kind of headache.. too achy. the pain is not tolerable. sobrang sakit! sa sobrang sakit, halos mapapikit ako. but sometimes, the pain lowers down and i can do my 'yaya' job to joaquin. then took a bath, (baka kulang lang sa ligo, hehehe) but still there's a pain.

joaquin naman, he has colds again. i don't know what we have done and why joaqs just got colds. hmmm is it the weather?.. and then accompanied by cough.. haay. back to treatment again?!.. nonstop inuman ng medicine... wawa naman joaqs. wanted to stay him out with medicines para ma immune siya and build up his own antibodies to fight some little sickness. hirap pag puro gamot. tsk.

and then hon. just talked/ chat with him.he got flu.. he said, his throat sores, sobra raw kasi lamig sa new york.. first thing got into my mind, ask him if he smoked. (what is it i'm thinking?..my husband is sick and then i think of him smoking?!.. ) and i asked. just told him to drink 'biogesic', paracetamol and lots of water (water therapy, why not?!). he just said he has no stock, he just took 'neozep'. wawa nman.. me sakit na, walang gamot, at kung meron man.. iba pa ang nainum.. got teary eyes. i'm worried. kahit medyo galit ako ng konti about what we have talked yesterday night, nwala lahat. it soften my heart. why is it all happening to us? siguro magkakadugtong na pusod naming pamilya. if one got sick, we all feel it.. and proven, that if we (hon and i) have fight, our son joaqs will definitely got sick or will not feel well..

i'm praying that hon will be feeling well soon. just hoping he'll be treated soon enough so he will not drink too much medicines.. haay, if only we're together, i'll just be his nurse. he'll be well taken cared of..

get well soon hon.

.. linked photos

a link from carol's photos of the team building we had last feb.17 and 18 at Mt.Purro. love to see it again.

Team building

new phone

new phone.. N77. like the features although i know some hearsay about this thing, but for now enjoy it!..

thumbs up for the myTV features. simply amazing..

.. the mark

.. tatak mandy yan!.. hihihi..
joaquin does the sucking of his skin, leaving a mark. his father has it also when he is young..
like father like son ;)

colors and flavah!

we're still saying, "happy wedding monthsary!" and "happy monthsary" (bf-gf days)
.. funny but cute.. hope it will still be as lovely and cute as time goes by.
stay as sweet and thoughtful as it was before (kilig). it really gives color and flavah to relationship.. hihihi.

"Happy wedding monthsary, hon"
corni.. pero click pa rin sa kin.. ;) hehe!

.. love you..

.. God bless..

.. blessed-renewed heart

changed heart..
.. it really feels the way He works. a matter of changing your heart and it flows all the way, smoothly. just believe in him and everything will be fine just the way He promised.

;) you're the best, 'Bro'..

.. today is the.. team building day

eiks. worried ... but hoping this day would be just fine. i'll be leaving today, for the team building that will be held near our area. Hope joaqui will be entertained so he will not notice i'm not around. huhuh. please Lord... i'll leave it all to you.. ;)

Ubaldo's Residence

yes.. we're here at my childhood house, the Ubaldo's residence. be staying here for almost 4 days.. i'll be attending a team building of our group from Manulife (15/F team) on 17th and 18th. It will be a two day-one night event (overnight stay). But i guess i'll chose not to stay there for an overnight, instead i'll be going home and go back at the site the next day. Hoping joaqui will be trained also to be with his relatives, trying to relate and play with his cousins so he might not notice that i'll be gone for the whole day.

wish me luck and all the best for the playing time so joaqui might be used to this place (cogeo - Bagong Nayon I) hehehe..

k'chow!!!

Villanueva Look-alike Meter

seeing and believing on the first result, closer to reality .. but on the second time, i look and post another set of pics. whola.. the result is different..

where's the consistency?!..
in fairness, i liked it.. hihihi.. :D

MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Ancestory - Antique photographs

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

iTunes.. i music

listening to itunes.. oldies musics.. linger (cranberries),no rain (blindmelon), shine (collective soul), mr.jones (counting crows),etc.
its good to listen to old music.. it makes your day cool! let's go 90's!!!

random habits of joaqui

here are some of 'bad' habits of joaqui.. hehehe! but some are not..

watching favorite show, BOB the Builder

fashion statement

playing with milk

throwing all toys even he's not playing with it

learning to indulge with chocolate (toblerone) hihihi..

favorite food!

hay payb of becky

often look at her site.. got lots of different cites, thoughts and ideas.. kakatuwa talga ung becky-ing asawa na ni jayjay.. inaabangan namin ung mga pics from their wedding of the century and we got some grabbed photos (from jay) from friends and relatives and personal clip (from rica) hahahaha!!! ..san na kaya ung wedding photos nila from the so-called rented photos and video coverage nila.. :)



from her hay payb, i got this link that would definitely amaze you when you see this on the spot video coverage from gilbert obispo.

jay+rica .. enjoy!

sharinggan

what is this?! its growing inside me.. the mark of the sharinggan..hehe
bruise looks like one of sasuke's mark of his kind..

joaqui turned 1yr and 9 months..

going two!!.. taking care of boy is definitely a good exercise regime. not too expensive instead of paying to the gymn.. and its more effective on slimming!! my son has grown up already. he knew when i'm mad on something and he still do it just to say, he's having fun.. hihihi.. he knows that i don't want him to play on the refrigerator's door but he still do it, i don't want him to play with the laptop.. but still he do it..

little boys nowadays will be as naughty as you would expect them to be. they are even smarter than what you think. can't wait to see him turn to a man.. :)
hon, wait and see.. its your turn to look at him on your vacation! be ready.. hehehe

.. i'm touched..

.. it was a colorful weekend..
yesterday we went to ate willen's invitation. dinner, and get together.. for the celebration of chinese new year.. (kung hei fat seuy??? correct me please!) and today,we went to a wedding event, (mommy's granddaughter to her nephew kuya noy)..

.. too exhausting. joaquin is too annoying!.. can't stop him from running, playing, and watching his favorite movie "cars".. haay.
...but, thank God for the net! just chat with hon, saw him at webcam and got to visit again francis magalona's site. .. i'm always amazed at his stories, his advise, sharings, talents, and his family. whenever i read on to his blogs, it makes me feel like.. haay.. thankful!.. he reminded me of everything about Him.. sometimes he just makes me feel like i'm pinched within..
.. also,got to chat with sister 'ate pen'. share some of thoughts, kwento about family happenings,etc.. this day, eventhough i haven't gone to church for the whole day.. God really knows how to reach us in a way beyond our understanding, as what my sister said..
just to share also the quote she gave to me...

..." I would never have known the meaning of various psalms, come to appreciate certain difficulties, or known the inner workings of the soul; I would never have understood the practice of the Christian Life and work, if God had never brought afflictions to my life."
- wife of Martin Luther

Prayer:
... thank you for everything Lord.. for i feel sometimes that i don't deserve anything, but you still let me feel that i'm always important to you.. sorry for what i have done wrong. guide me in all my ways. protect us in anything that would let us feel down.. protect my family, my friends, my relatives and everything within my territory. thank you and hoping that all my plans will work out according to your will.. in these i ask in your mighty name jesus, i pray.. amen.

hard to find

looking into edgy shirts.. made by FMCC gift for hon.. but as i stroll at trinoma, looking to new designs of Artwork, found out they have the designs on shirt made by some artists. as i look into it, reminiscing the old times the artist too.. heheheh!since elementary days..

(knock,knock!..) artist-joh, where are you?? hehehe :D

Too sad to hear.. (tsk.tsk.)

too sad to hear / read this kind of story..
read on from the link..

valley golf incident

thanks dan for sharing.